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Thursday, July 09, 2009












Overwhelming thoughts, filled with sweet times spent together! (:





























~ { 10:13 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Saturday, July 04, 2009





I miss my girl.




















~ { 10:41 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Tuesday, June 16, 2009


I keep all sweet thoughts to myself whenever I don't write here. I guess that explains why she wants me to blog so badly; to reminiscice the moments we've spend together, regardless of it's vague description or length - something I would have missed the opportunity of penning down in chronological had I not heeded her unresistible request.

How do I describe this warm tingly feeling when she laid her head on my shoulders?
A very slight sparkle yet heavily delightful altogether.

~ { 12:01 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Sunday, June 14, 2009


Just reached home.

Screwed up my concert solo. I got blamed, duh.

Well, finally everything ended. Now I have one less committment to worry about.

Watched movie with Alice, Nigel & Alan. It was scary & comical yet irritating.

I wish baby could stay.

~ { 2:23 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Thursday, June 11, 2009


Lmao. I told DennisI managed to sell 3 tickets nia and he was totally shocked. I passed him $160 in the end.

This is like the first concert I tried to even bother collecting money. Usually I'd let my friends buy from the counter.

After consolidating the money in my room, I realized I've sold like 96+13+3 = 112 tickets. It was meant to be a surprise but oh well.

Anyway, I only contained myself because I respect Dennis. After hearing Patricia's nonsense, I felt so moodless, I no longer want my friends to attend this concert.

So I've decided to return the money for the other 96 tickets to Rennie & Belinda. Alternatively, you guys can leave it with them and use the money to buy tickets for my other concerts.

I said I would sell 100 tickets, and that means I will surely do it. I just didn't want to include the people from Belinda & Rennie's group because it'd felt like I sold any tickets. I know this group is the one that will always come and I'd always tell them to buy from the front of house.

Too bad I already submitted the $160 or I'll pass it back to bmb peeps they all.

Well, today is the LAST STRAW. I'm pissed off. Patricia has been totally biased towards me ever since I screwed up my first submission. Every polite e-mail I sent was replied with some attitude. It seems as though there's like some sort of slime ball stuck up her nostrils and she's venting her frustrations on me EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Dear Patricia, you're such a good student advisor ... MY ASS.
People tell the whole world of the things they've done because they want credit, I didn't felt that need and thus I didn't report. It was because of this very point that I didn't inform the team. So okay, perhaps it is my fault for not informing the team of my actions but why do you have to make it seem like I'm a slacker who does nothing?

You can just easily brush such efforts aside. But if you think going down to so many schools is as easy as sending an SMS, then try visiting 30 schools. Let's see you do it.

You were mad at me for saying "what's your point?"
You felt offended because I just brush everything you've said aside didn't you?

What you didn't realize is that I replicated your actions and directed it at you. You felt pissed off instantly but you didn't know that I've been enduring your nonsense for 2 months+ now.

You'd laugh at it, scoff it off. I think you should bend over and get screwed as well.

Oh gee, I feel so hungry after ranting. I haven't eat for the whole day. Rushed down to band after work and I feel like it's kind of pointless. What a waste of effort.

~ { 10:49 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Thursday, April 02, 2009


I bought a footlong sub for my dinner and brunch tomorrow.

When I opened my fridge, I saw another footlong sub. WTF. My $10 ~

~ { 11:32 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Sunday, March 29, 2009


Woah, 1pm to 11pm at Singapore Conference Hall.

We had supper @ Chomp Chomp. I had to take Mr Goh's car cos Mr Aw's one was filled with the boys which only means I'm with the girls. Sad sad, no common topic.

When we reached, Mr Aw treat us to chicken wings, wanton mee, satay and a gigantic cup of sugar cane juice. Super full man!

After that Mr Aw send me all the way home and we kept discussing about the cursed area in yishun, the ghost house in punggol and the red house @ pasir ris, basically all the dirty stuffs. I got all eerie-fied when I walked all the way back home, jeez!


~ { 1:37 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .